I filmed them backstage and caught their moment right before going onstage for the last time as the four piece that they have been since Burst Girl started. I was able to have some nice moments with the girls at least. even REI was crying, and I don't think I've ever really seen her cry. She was feeling something more intense than I can even begin to express in this post. And she was so upset and pissed off and sad all put together. Many people were openly weeping throughout the live and also the MC, and I'm talking grown, tattooed up Japanese dudes as well as girls and emo types. And you know, today was fun but also very emotionally heavy. God, now THAT is way more depressing than my bullshit!). Or was (I Have to start using the past tense now with her. She is a beast onstage and super nuts and overall a punk idol and leader in the idol world. We just never spoke, except maybe once or twice, I think? We didn't have that kind of relationship. Rei was somebody who I never connected with though during the Guso Drop era. It was Guso Drop, which was Burst Girl's old incarnation, with a few other members that are currently in Burst Girl now (and even fewer after today). It was Rei who I saw swinging that baseball bat at an otaku, in that one video I saw on that one blog long ago, that brought me to the idol world. I filmed Rei's graduation from Burst Girl today. I can't figure out how to do that quite yet, but. I'm sure it was more distracting to what you are coming to this Patreon account for, and I guess what I should do is focus on the business of moving on. I realize that is more what you guys want to hear about anyway, right? So I'm sorry to have spilt so much in the last post. Or something like that.īut, for now, I'm going to just look at what I'm doing and focus on that. It burns almost, or like a burning sensation that occupies your every move until you can't move at all. It's a sharp jabbing type feeling that you get just underneath your sternum and it won't go away. Like, have any of you ever been cheated on? It's THAT kind of feeling you get when you find out the person you loved the most is sharing laughter, touching, and body fluids with another person. Honestly, I am in an emotional place where I can't get out of the constant feeling of pain I have inside because my circumstances haven't changed and I get caught in mental loops thinking about my circumstances. because I didn't think I was sounding that far gone. when some of you mentioned I seek professional help. Overall it's a damn good album and that's exactly the reason why it's rough to say goodbye to them cause they showed that they still had the capacity to produce a lot of excellent material.First, all of you who gave me such beautiful words of encouragement in the last Patreon post. That doesn't mean it's close to their early albums either though, it's another type of rock. So basically the album sounds like it's from 40 years ago, pretty weird but I guess it gives it some identity, and this way it ends up being far away from their electro-rock/britpop inspired sound they've been creating for a while now. For some reason there's like a vintage filter on every song, even the singles released earlier. It's not super upbeat and has a pretty big "indie rock" feel to it. Since that's their final release I couldn't help being a little sad while listening to it. If I had to rank the band's albums : PORTAL > ALARMS > Sea and The Darkness > See More Glass > Parade > Baby, It's Cold Outside > Hamanasu No Hana > Ame Nochi Galileo (of course every album is a must-listen)īought Galileo Galilei's last album this week, Sea and The Darkness Click to expand.Since that's their final release I couldn't help being a little sad while listening to it.
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